Ok so here it goes. It was some weekend. Good and bad. I have to put this out there. I know i can't make you see my content like i see it. I know viewers take and understand material in different ways...with that said this is my journey. I DO want your attention but i can't force it on you for my reasons. I'm overcoming things. Trying to fight fear and grow from it. Heck just this year I've done things I've never done before. This is huge for me. I've been a victim of many things but never tag me as that. I'm a survivor and eventually a conqueror. Consume my content as you will but know i own my journey. I'm not an object to adorn with things. I'm me. A dorky chick pushing her boundaries after a beaten down kind of life. Recently I've felt objectified by literally someone i gave all my care for. I'm a survivor of sexual traumas of things. This journey is huge for me. It means I'm overcoming pain in ways. I can't let anybody put me back into a space of pain and hurt concerning said topics. I'm a survivor of my own body most days. So with that said consume content with meaning and not intent. Know what you're looking at isn't an adorned female object. I'm a goddess who is owning her shit. I'm not a plaything. A conquest or anything of the sort. I honor my journey and reward myself accordingly. Sexuality and sex will always scare me but I'm trying. This is my bandaid. This is my smile to know I'm growing and trying. No one will brush away my smile. Too many already have. Consume content as you will....try to with respect and honor. I'm a goddess. Women are goddesses. I'm here to teach a lesson. Take what you will from that. But I'm not stopping because you're not tarnishing my shine anytime soon. I just started to sparkle.
Ok so here it goes. It was some weekend. Good and bad. I have to put this out there. I know i can't make you see my content like i see it. I know viewers take and understand material in different ways...with that said this is my journey. I DO want your attention but i can't force it on you for my reasons. I'm overcoming things. Trying to fight fear and grow from it. Heck just this year I've done things I've never done before. This is huge for me. I've been a victim of many things but never tag me as that. I'm a survivor and eventually a conqueror. Consume my content as you will but know i own my journey. I'm not an object to adorn with things. I'm me. A dorky chick pushing her boundaries after a beaten down kind of life. Recently I've felt objectified by literally someone i gave all my care for. I'm a survivor of sexual traumas of things. This journey is huge for me. It means I'm overcoming pain in ways. I can't let anybody put me back into a space of pain and hurt concerning said topics. I'm a survivor of my own body most days. So with that said consume content with meaning and not intent. Know what you're looking at isn't an adorned female object. I'm a goddess who is owning her shit. I'm not a plaything. A conquest or anything of the sort. I honor my journey and reward myself accordingly. Sexuality and sex will always scare me but I'm trying. This is my bandaid. This is my smile to know I'm growing and trying. No one will brush away my smile. Too many already have. Consume content as you will....try to with respect and honor. I'm a goddess. Women are goddesses. I'm here to teach a lesson. Take what you will from that. But I'm not stopping because you're not tarnishing my shine anytime soon. I just started to sparkle.
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