Finding my self confidence through Pinup! Pinup princess in progress.
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IT BEGINS!❤
Got my package from Glamory Hosiery today!!! Eeee!! Lace! Embroidery! Stockings! Oh my!!! I am so excited people!! Kinda untethered myself from some people in art as well. I need to own all this journey and this is the start. I am my own artist. I am my own dream maker and goalie. I'm a pinup chick. I'm a comic book and fine artist. I'm the maker of my own destiny. Next step is planning amazing photos to showcase these products for glamory and crush it! Who knows what next!! A fellow Instagram model said this is just the beginning and I'm stoked for ALL of it. My journey is my own from here on out. I have support and friends so I'm absolutely not truly alone but i have the wheel. So i have to say the woman that put me in this mindset was my best friend Merr. We had plans this year. I'm going to take the wheel for her in her honor...she believed in me and I her. Everytime i do something I'm afraid of i listen to The National or Metric and i think of her. I bought a teeny pusheen in her honor just to carry it for strength if i need it. That's what it took for me....that one friend in the world who broke through to me. I can carry that for a lifetime now....for both of us. That's why i do this. I'm pin up with a message. I'm not my body or my frills. I'm a trooper and let something i may say be a catalyst for you. Merr was mine. I'll never ever forget that. Glamory get ready because you're gonna get legs lol!! You guys will get my very best! Go out and do something you're afraid of...i did.
So some of the snowed in day wasn't totally wasted. Got my make up and an outfit together,tied my pigtails with pretty bows and pulled up my stockings and tried to be cute. Pretty soon I'm getting a pro photographer for all this because i want to go beyond snaps! I have a cacique brocade hip slip with my timeless trends hourglass underbust corset. For modesty reasons i put on my lindy bop black petticoat over all of it. I also have the leg avenue opaque white bow stocking. Andddd i found a corset choker that perfectly matched my actual corset. May i just say damn dude that thing gets odd. But i totalllly feel very interview with the vampire in it!!! Got on my ballet heels and damnit someday i wanna do an alice in wonderland thing with all this!! Also check out my new page via fb Pinup by Dolly Lynn! I'll be doing more soon because this girl has a Rock Steady leopard wiggle and a Rago Shapewear black and red garter belt coming in the mail!! So lucky...
Ok so here it goes. It was some weekend. Good and bad. I have to put this out there. I know i can't make you see my content like i see it. I know viewers take and understand material in different ways...with that said this is my journey. I DO want your attention but i can't force it on you for my reasons. I'm overcoming things. Trying to fight fear and grow from it. Heck just this year I've done things I've never done before. This is huge for me. I've been a victim of many things but never tag me as that. I'm a survivor and eventually a conqueror. Consume my content as you will but know i own my journey. I'm not an object to adorn with things. I'm me. A dorky chick pushing her boundaries after a beaten down kind of life. Recently I've felt objectified by literally someone i gave all my care for. I'm a survivor of sexual traumas of things. This journey is huge for me. It means I'm overcoming pain in ways. I can...
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