So ladies and gents and alllll of ya this lady is making progress. She has plans. She's kinda proud. March brings a sketch night I'm cofounder of and I'm super excited. It's a project of love between Scott and I to bring the art community to a like space. I'm hoping for a big turnout so we can keep this going! I will model damnit lol! I'll get my Barbarella on and i have a sword so yeahhh I'm prepared lol! Speaking of art check my bun bun! It's fin and a perfect chapter page. It's ink wash and ballpoint. Getting things done folks. Plans in motion. Btw with that said body progress!!! Joined a new gym and back on the motion of a routine with that. Check my damn waist.....and my hips...and my boobs lol. I feel in drag queen terms "snatched" lol. I was also totally feeling redhead Barbarella vibes with my look playing with urban decay glitter moondust palette. I'm seriously trying everyday to live my best life for those i love and honor. Those close to me know these milestones are huge but the gravity is always lost on me because of my struggles. Do i give up? Sometimes everyday. Always everyday. Everyday is a battle. Uphill most days...and i slide down to the bottom and peer up at what i missed. Point is this.... Outside observers see what they do, I'm on a different page is all. But I'm trying. I struggle with doubt. Fear. Pain. Mental health issues. All in all I'm trying. These pics you see are my receipts for my said journey progress. If i can try, you can too. It's never so simple as all that. One foot forward always, two steps back sometimes. Motion always.💗✨
So ladies and gents and alllll of ya this lady is making progress. She has plans. She's kinda proud. March brings a sketch night I'm cofounder of and I'm super excited. It's a project of love between Scott and I to bring the art community to a like space. I'm hoping for a big turnout so we can keep this going! I will model damnit lol! I'll get my Barbarella on and i have a sword so yeahhh I'm prepared lol! Speaking of art check my bun bun! It's fin and a perfect chapter page. It's ink wash and ballpoint. Getting things done folks. Plans in motion. Btw with that said body progress!!! Joined a new gym and back on the motion of a routine with that. Check my damn waist.....and my hips...and my boobs lol. I feel in drag queen terms "snatched" lol. I was also totally feeling redhead Barbarella vibes with my look playing with urban decay glitter moondust palette. I'm seriously trying everyday to live my best life for those i love and honor. Those close to me know these milestones are huge but the gravity is always lost on me because of my struggles. Do i give up? Sometimes everyday. Always everyday. Everyday is a battle. Uphill most days...and i slide down to the bottom and peer up at what i missed. Point is this.... Outside observers see what they do, I'm on a different page is all. But I'm trying. I struggle with doubt. Fear. Pain. Mental health issues. All in all I'm trying. These pics you see are my receipts for my said journey progress. If i can try, you can too. It's never so simple as all that. One foot forward always, two steps back sometimes. Motion always.💗✨
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