Dolly's Pinup Playhouse

Ok so everyone i need to share that this lady is a thrifty lass. In my life there were a lot of times we had very little...like a lot. I never take anything for granted and that includes a good value. This stocking stuff has got me all balled up into awesomedom lol!! So this lady got her little savings and had to treat herself. Sourpussclothing.com had half off clearance so this miss grabbed herself three bags! How amazing will these look in shoots!!! One is a makeup bag that matches the bigger pink bettie page label bag!! The other find was literally 20 bucks including ship on poshmark. Bordello glitter black 5 3/4 in heel with detachable boot casing!!! These are 2 sizes smaller than my military heels and who my footies shrunk peeps lol!!! Last but certainly not least is a Heart of Haute Super Spy dress. Figure fitting so I'll be so Emma Peel!!! This one will be fun to play with. Dolly Lynn Super Spy at large!!! All this will give me the opportunity...

Got my package from Glamory Hosiery today!!! Eeee!! Lace! Embroidery! Stockings! Oh my!!! I am so excited people!! Kinda untethered myself from some people in art as well. I need to own all this journey and this is the start. I am my own artist. I am my own dream maker and goalie. I'm a pinup chick. I'm a comic book and fine artist. I'm the maker of my own destiny. Next step is planning amazing photos to showcase these products for glamory and crush it! Who knows what next!! A fellow Instagram model said this is just the beginning and I'm stoked for ALL of it. My journey is my own from here on out. I have support and friends so I'm absolutely not truly alone but i have the wheel. So i have to say the woman that put me in this mindset was my best friend Merr. We had plans this year. I'm going to take the wheel for her in her honor...she believed in me and I her. Everytime i do something I'm afraid of i listen to The National or Metric and i think o...

SO THIS IS HUGE!!! I GOT A SPONSORED MODELING GIG!!! So today i got the blessing of a lifetime peeps! Posted the pics i shared yesterday on Instagram anddddd today boom!!! I tagged #glamoryhosiery for my amazing thigh highs and They liked it. End story right??!! Nope. They then featured me on their page as a model with their product....and then....they inboxed me!!! They talked to me for 20 mins and now I'm waiting on all their products to feature in my pinup!!!! Dudes for a bullied redhead who came from almost being hurt in school for her appearance this was huge. I felt beautiful. I felt like a goddess. I felt not ugly today....i felt beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. To be an ugly duckling to being actually considered a model worthy of featured status with others I'm a fan of blew my mind. I cried. I squealed. I scared the cat badly. Here's the deal. This is not about accolades for being prettier than before...this is a journey. You guys...

So pinup is my passion now. I am loving every minute of this. Yes I've felt objectified. They wouldn't get it if i tried so I didn't bother. It hurt. Badly. They probably could care less but they'll no longer have airtime in my life. No longer in my orbit. Not worthy of my care and affection. You live and learn what friendship looks like and you dust yourself off. You move on and do what you love always. In the end i was a "bargaining chip". That felt amazing. As in a real piece of shit. Thanks. So goodbye and enjoy your life. One of these pics is just for you. Guess which one. To clarify for the masses and not specificity there is a difference between support and feeling like an object. Body image and shame for my self have been a constant companion to me. I wasn't looked at with eyes of adoration or attractiveness. I didn't fit the mold of the masses. That's been a struggle all my life and will alwa...

Ok so here it goes. It was some weekend. Good and bad. I have to put this out there. I know i can't make you see my content like i see it. I know viewers take and understand material in different ways...with that said this is my journey. I DO want your attention but i can't force it on you for my reasons. I'm overcoming things. Trying to fight fear and grow from it. Heck just this year I've done things I've never done before. This is huge for me. I've been a victim of many things but never tag me as that. I'm a survivor and eventually a conqueror. Consume my content as you will but know i own my journey. I'm not an object to adorn with things. I'm me. A dorky chick pushing her boundaries after a beaten down kind of life. Recently I've felt objectified by literally someone i gave all my care for. I'm a survivor of sexual traumas of things. This journey is huge for me. It means I'm overcoming pain in ways. I can...